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see the thing is i dont believe turbo is bald (love believes the best /J) but also going through early fandom-era fanart where hes got emo bangs is being too generous like thats just a homestuck troll. thats karkat.
#its not a bug its a feature#wreck it ralph#turbo#turbotastic#not too many tags im getting online stage fright#if you want my opinion hes got something of a greasy shitty pseudo mullet but his hairline is receding and it ruins it#he deserves nothing more nothing less
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How old are the OCs from oldest to youngest?
Just picking the ones that have been on my mind lately. If you want to know more I can include more. Olesya - 100+ Grigoriy - 51 Sergei - 33 Ksenia - 29 Andrei - 26 Toni - 24 Lila - 21-23 Lorelai - 20 Vladislava - 20 Kostya - 18
#oc#oc asks#lets all make grigory a black cake in shape of tombstone#because he is old crust man#HE DESERVES NOTHING MORE NOTHING LESS#It can say 'plz die'
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For 💖🎀, what about Marx? Little cute creature concealing incredible magic and uncanny features! I think he could be so mean to her ❤️
oh... anon you are very big brained for this one. he could unfortunately be so so mean to her.... and he has such pretty pretty wings! she would be enraptured instantly.
bonus eye-anim version (cw eyes/flashing gif):
#a moth to a flame...#this is maybe not especially... shippy sorry. he's just... Looming Menacingly.#the way he *always* does in my artwork.... boring.#unfortunately my marx is an intelligent eldritch meanie. *feels* a bit more than my galacta knight but no less grey in the morals.#for what it's worth i DID come up with a short comic for this prompt as well. but it's Not Nice. would y'all still want me to do it?#nothing overt or explicit. but like... manipulation i suppose. mean lies. it's not even About Her really. just a pawn.#and yes his lashes ARE getting bigger every single time i draw him. like he deserves. wings too#i gotta learn to simplify these damn hexagons#actually a very big fan of the implied parallel. cute little uncanny creature. i could do a lot with that actually. there's a lot here.#also if i had to wake up in a cold sweat about this so do the rest of you but: Starx.#Starxstrarx if you're feeling especially mischievous. try and say it aloud. it's what he'd want. you're welcome.#cw flashing#<- only under the cut. but just in case.#marx (kirby)#starstruck dee#my art#🎀💖
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the last unicorn post from earlier has me thinking about the master. that yana is still in there, you know? is still someone he was, if even for a brief flash across the life of a time lord. there’s no way to unlive that life. there are ways to twist it later, sure, to make utopia into hell on earth. but the life was lived. in much the same way that the doctor can remember, can feel, the love he held onto as john smith even as that life is ripped out of his hands. the doctor choose denial and then grief and then to shutter it all away. and so john smith died, and so professor yana died, and the doctor and the master live on. the doctor has done this before, and he lives in orbit around humanity, trying to keep the best parts of them and hold them deep enough to take root (which he can pretend he gets to choose, as a time lord. as a human, it all floods in and can’t be dug back out.) but what about the master, right?
to borrow a turn of phrase: i think there are two time lords left in the universe, and they both learned how to regret.
#regret here meaning less feeling the emotion of actual regret obviously because time lords do not actually funxtion on unicorn rules. they#already get sad just fine on their own. no humanity needed for that.#but i dont know. i just dont think he brushed it off so easily. i think he did a hell of a job convincing himself he did.#and what better way then to twist his own great works and destroy the species he was working so hard to save at the end of the universe.#but what about the knowledge that he *could* be that person. that somewhere in him exists a version that wanted to save people.#a version that is painfully too much like the doctor. even. now is that part worse or better than the human part?#but if past regenerations are ghosts i think yana deserves a haunt.#anyway maybe ignore this one im rambling about nothing here#theres just. i dont know. what if you were the last of your kind and in surviving you made yourself Not Like Them in a way you’ll never#escape.#i mean doctor who is just so concerned with all these plots about hybrids and children of the tardis and clones and What Makes A Time Lord.#but they’re so obsessed with it in just. a very Lore way. is what it feels like. we get brushes of more like with jenny and how she’s#physically a time lord and the doctor denies her that inheritance. a shared suffering…#but me myself im just fascinated with the doctor and the master as the time lords who survived. but they survived Wrong#its. its. children of gallifrey that don’t belong to her anymore. you know?#i dont care if river’s got time lord dna!!! or the metacrisis is physically human!!! i dont care!!! talk to me about what it means beyond#their blood and bones!!! what’s it like to have your sense of self stripped from you like that!!!#what’s it like when so much of you is the shed skin of time lords past. but one of you was human. one of you was painfully *humiliatingly*#human!!!#enough about how much dna you need to count as a time lord. i want to know how much they can mutate until they can’t be recognized as one.#does that make sense?
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no yeah i really love how every core 4 member got a real happy ending....except for ej
nini is happily pursuing music in la with her moms' full support
ricky is dating gina, a girl he calls "home". he's finally becoming more at peace with love and how to show it. he's learned how to not run from his problems. his parents are getting back together (???) and his drama teacher wrote such a good letter of recommendation that he was accepted into a community college
gina becomes a literal movie star and was able to change the filming location of her second movie, without any consequences, to salt lake so she can physically be with ricky, the boy she finally got to date after crushing on him since the day they met. she has a permanent home to call her own now. her mom finally showed up to an opening night and she was finally able to portray gabriella
and then ej...is alone (in a wildcat sense) at college, financially cut off from his family, working multiple jobs to afford it. he spends most of his season 4 screentime guiding and helping others (ricky, gina, miss jenn, madlyn) instead of an actual storyline and a lot of his lines were about how he's made mistakes and has to live with them
#um...ignore how nini has a singular sentence#but anyway#ej says that he's happy but compared to every other important character nothing happy happens to him#obviously you can be at peace with/like a less than perfect situation#but that doesn't make the situation good or that you don't deserve more than that#he's literally cousins with ashlyn#he has a connection to a main character and yet we hear nothing about how he's doing until admissions#hell his first mention in the season is terri talking bad about him to gina#and before someone says 'well he graduated already and this is about the students of east high so-'#lily was at east high for all of five minutes and she got plotlines INCLUDING dating one of the main characters#dewey freakin wood got an appearance in s4 when we're no longer at the camp...#jenn mike lynne and ben all have extensive storylines and they're adults#(and mike and lynne don't even work at east high like jennzzara! they're just ricky's parents !)#channing (someone who really didn't need to be such a big character) had a whole storyline in s3#even jarred had a storyline in s4 !!! AND HE WAS A STALKER !!!#can you tell i'm pissed#probably missed some things i'm going off of memory and rage#and it just seems like a poor writing choice to do nothing with ej until ep 5 when he was still dealing with his dad when s3 ended#<- something that could've been made into a storyline !! instead of just throwing it at us that ej was cut off#hsmtmts#high school musical the musical the series#ej caswell#nini salazar roberts#ricky bowen#gina porter#okay i regularly call them the core 4 so i think i've tricked myself into thinking other ppl do too...#tags are not as neat as i want them to be the thoughts just kinda spilled out but hopefully this all makes sense
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is Rock/Romeo different in the japanese ds cute?
(as someone who isn’t fluent) yea in jp romeo sounds like less of a bastard and more like idk. idiot airhead spacey naive kid? the jp version also takes him much more seriously as a love interest option which stresses me out a bit but it’s also cute
for the english version of DS and cute natsume sometimes added some arrogant douchey scum bastard zaniness to romeo’s lines to idk i guess try and match rock? (who has different speech habits / “role speech” in JP compared to romeo) and of course natsume also just handled a lot of DS lines Weirdly or Not at all
for example
the wedding vow
JP:「もう一生離さないよ♡ 」| “For the rest of my life, I’ll never let go!♡” (cute)
Natume EN: “I’ll never leave you. Heh heh.” (troubling)
the divorce fakeout event you get if you neglect your husband (the entire thing)
JP: romeo thinks you hate him and he’s sad because you don’t communicate, and says goodbye.. he comes back and apologizes and admits he never wanted to leave, he just wants to stay together and you head to sleep (all’s well that ends well)
EN: romeock thinks you hate him and he says “is it my looks? my gorgeous looks can’t be fading already, can they?!” when he comes back he’s like “i know you can’t be tired of my looks already. it must just be a phase. well time for some beauty sleep” (who the fuck said you were allowed back in)
other than stuff like that, in general i’m finding a lot of events make slightly to very more sense in japanese because often it feels like each line of dialogue was either translated too literally into english or they didn’t have context, so that also applies to romeo’s heart and random events especially later events / events after marriage / rival marriage
the entire yellow heart event didn’t make proper sense to me in english compared to japanese but one small silly example from it where (probably) no context translation made the scene 10x funnier is when he has his dramatic confession
in JP he realizes he may have hurt you by joking around and making up stories to hide his feelings and apologizes profusely. protag shakes her head no with a heart over it to be like “it’s okay <3”
in EN he asks “Can you forgive me…?” and protag does the same gesture. like “NO <3”
also neither here nor there but his relationship with Louis feels a lot more familial in japanese. in english i wanted to kick him out the window during the child discipline event. in JP it’s more silly… (i still want to kick him out the window but more affectionately…) she overall sounds a lot more idk timid in EN but in JP she’s rougher and teases and scolds him a bunch (good👍). she and her two NEET cats children are a very cute family imo
overall i find natume’s odd additions to the game incredibly funny and enhance the experience in their own way (by making it worse) and i enjoy the more bastardly creature but i also think the more serious and soft romeo is sweet. he still has a lot of “what is wrong with his brain” moments in both en and jp he’s just more douchey in english
#thank you for the ask <3#weird how this is the opposite of the impression i got from rock sosawl#there’s points where xseed definitely made him sound less skeevy than the jp version. especially the. added event#tho in both cases the dialogue was jazzed up for the english versions just in… different directions#natsume also made rock more of a jackass jock type in the english version of AnWL#like if your kid gets into studying he has this whole fear of them becoming a nerd#they also invented the ‘if we don’t make this farm work i might have to get a job. oh man! try harder please?’#same w gustafa’s version of that event. out of nowhere he says he doesn’t mind never bathing.#look as a rock apologist rock deserves slander as punishment for various crimes. gustafa did nothing to deserve his slander#my favorite natume oopsies in this game are the two chicken men#neither mick nor purple say anything like ‘i’m your chicken man’ in japanese. i especially don’t know why purple says it in english#asks#bokumono#rock tumbling (sos)#harvest moon#hmds cute
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you know if we do accept the last epilogue-esque sequence as a sort of dream/wish of ted's and therefore not necessarily canon, very funny if we then simply go "yeah, trent's book is called 'the lasso way' actually. he didn't change that. nope."
#listen on one hand#i think that like#i don't think ted actually changed trent's mind about the title#i think trent changed it because ted asked him to#and like that's especially interesting bc he even made a point of being like#'tell me if you disagree with anything and i'll tell you why you're wrong'#but he respects ted; more than that he likes him and he wants him to like the book--like him#anyone else and trent would have told them to fuck off but ted? ted asking him to change the title? yeah#i think he didn't agree with 'it not being about him'--and not bc of any feelings he may have for ted--but if we accept that him changing#the title is canon then like. he did it because ted asked. nothing more nothing less#maybe he felt he owed it to ted as the subject of the book; maybe he just respected him too much not to#maybe it's partially bc of his feelings; maybe it's because he just couldn't say no to ted#but it's ultimately just. because ted asked him.#and trent respects him; trusts him; cares about him#and that's pretty heartwrenching#but like on the other hand if we say 'no that was ted's wishufl thinking trent definitely went 'sorry ted it's called the lasso way''#also like.... him being like. like quietly not changing it and if ted said something him just. being like#ted. i respect you. i care about you. i trust you. but with all due respect absolutely not#yes it isn't ONLY about you but YOU made this happen. YOU are special and YOU have a place here whether you can stay forever or not#yes it's about the team and the coaches yes you aren't a one man band but ted. TED. you touched lives. you changed lives. and that was YOU.#that was you and your philosophy and your attitude.#you made richmond what it is today. yes the team deserve credit too for the kind of bond they have now but YOU facilitated that#none of the coaches currently here woudl be coaches if not for you. the diamond dogs wouldn't exist. literally every single one#of our friends--OUR friends--wouldn't be where they are and probably wouldn't be as happy#you got through to people over and over again who were hurting and lashing out. to rebecca. to roy. to jamie. to nate. to me.#and you can be humble but there's being humble and there's acting like you don't matter to any of us like you didn't have an impact#like you can just leave without a trace. we don't blame you for leaving--i especially don't--but acting like we won't miss you and like#your time with all of us--our time--meant nothing is more insulting than it is humble because we /love you/#and yes. it was the goddamn lasso way that built this place#this community.
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I WOULD LIKE TO ASK QUESTION ABOUT OCS IN FACT 🤲 how was meeting yarrow for the first time like for grimm? and reverse? i love them and how tender they grow together so dearly
HELLO THANK YOU FOR THE ASK AND THANK YOU IN GENERAL EHEHEHEEEE they are eating at my brain all the time <3
OKAY so a vague timeline of honeybee's three main parts is here BUT there is a (not actually secret) part 0 that is how they first meet. i want to include it in the story but i'm concerned telling a story like this
might get a little confusing for people so. we shall see
i DO have my reasons for wanting to tell it this way and also p0 is a single scene. but also i might combine it with p1 idk. it's a mess, i'm a mess
anyways at this point grimm is ~18 and still pretty freshly out of their whole "i was a bodyguard/scout for the people who destroyed everything i loved for several years because i fell in love [was manipulated by] the family's young heiress when i was vulnerable and also a child"* ordeal and now making a living for themself being an outlaw. it travels from town to town and takes on odd jobs, mostly recon stuff because it's very good at sneaking around. also having a robot dog designed to jam signals and camera feeds helps
*this is A Lot. i know it sounds edgy as fuck, but a consistent source of conflict in this universe is how people in power (those with a lot of money in this case) consistently fuck over everyone else and each other for the sake of more power/a perceived advantage/money and grimm is a victim of that to a more extreme degree than most
grimm takes a job that involves getting some sort of intel out of the offices of a medical clinic and gets caught halfway through. they can fight too, so they do get out, but not before sustaining a pretty bad injury to their jaw (originally this was going to be a gunshot, but after doing research i realize that hm sustaining a gunshot wound to the jaw usually requires reconstructive surgery that grimm would not have access to, so i think they were hit with something instead). on their way sneak-stumbling out, they happen across one of the interns in the stairwell, who sees them injured and bleeding and goes "stay right there i'll get something to help you!" because shit, why else are they working at a clinic if they aren't going to help people who are hurt
normally grimm wouldn't stay, fuck that, but it's dazed and possibly concussed, so it does. yarrow (who is about ~19) comes back with some bandages and painkillers, quickly does a quick patch job, and sends grimm off with a "i'm sorry this is all i can do" and grimm gets the fuck out of there
now yarrow isn't stupid, he knew that grimm wasn't supposed to be there, but if he can help, he will help, especially if someone's in pain. grimm wasn't anyone meaningful to them at that point, and i think that whole ordeal is something that occasionally crosses their mind in the next ~3 years before they cross paths again, but there weren't any severe consequences to their actions (if any, still dunno if they got caught) nor was their life really under threat, so it wasn't any more shocking than someone coming in to the clinic with a severe injury
ON the flip side though, grimm cannot stop thinking about this. it has encountered so little kindness in the previous ~6 years of its life that a total stranger helping them out is inconceivable. now, grimm will save its own hide first and foremost, so it doesn't stick around, but this whole incident leaves it with a sense of being indebted to yarrow, whose name they don't even know at that point. nothing it would go out of its way to act upon, but this "i owe my life to that stranger" thing it marvels at from time to time.
so, when the two cross paths ~3 years later in a different clinic in a different city, grimm feels compelled to at least get yarrow out of there before shit goes down; they've graduated to working riskier jobs with teams of outlaws instead of alone, so it's very much a "you saved my life, i'll save yours back and get you out of here and we can part ways for good" situation. or, that's what grimm tells itself :)
bonus pt0 grimm and yarrow designs hehe
#asks#confusedlucifer#thank you SO much for the ask#i was hoping to get it answered before i went to work but i am not quick at writing up responses bc i have So Many Words to say#and none of them are coherent until i reread everything#this part has existed in my brain for awhile i just haven't talked about it much#someone who is kind without thinking meeting someone who has encountered so little kindness in their life.......ough#like! of course grimm is going to be a little selfish and stick around when they know they should run away after saving yarrow#it's going to stay and hate itself while doing so because it loves like a dog and knows this. but also. nothing else is kind or gentle#yarrow's less intense with things but he's got his issues that mostly revolve around refusing to believe he'll ever do enough#to deserve good things? there's nuance there but that comes out more in p2#just starts. barking.#honeybee#grimm#yarrow#grimmyarrow
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I have a character analysis ask! :) (Although, it's not from the list you shared.) What would it take for Albedo to get really angry? Like a huge outburst? I have some ideas but I'm curious about your insights. - @mimi-cee-genshin
[Character Analysis Ask Meme]
This is a really interesting ask and I’ve been thinking about it ever since you sent it. There are three answers I have for you, but two are copouts and the last doesn’t satisfy the requirements.
The first two scenarios deal with the same thing: you scare him in some way. This can be achieved two different ways: Klee facing imminent danger that he can’t immediately mitigate and, if he cares about you, doing the same to yourself. Nothing scares a calculated person more than a sudden situation they have no control over. What this accomplishes is putting him into a state of panic. And, should everything be alright in the end, you can rightfully expect him to snap in fury before pulling you in for a hug.
However, the reason why I consider this a copout is that I think this kind of scenario would get most people to react in this way. And while he would be angry and have an outburst, I don’t really consider this scenario “anger.” It’s more panic, you know?
So that being said, I don’t really think it’s exactly possible to get Albedo angry to the point of having an outburst, at least in the typical sense. Albedo is not a burning fury kind of person. He is cold fury. When he gets truly mad, his emotions shut down and he turns into a heartless machine. Think of Scar killing Mufasa, except without the smile and glee. He’d look down at you with ice-cold eyes as he ever so casually pushes you back to lose your grip.
To get him into this state, though, I think it would take work. One possible scenario would be betraying him and then having everything go wrong. Not a cold calculated betrayal (he’d sense your untrustworthiness), but maybe one from fear? For example, he treated you as a friend, but upon getting threatened by the Abyss, you betray Mondstadt in fear of your life, and then whoops, people get hurt and/or killed. In that case, you both betrayed his kindness and ultimately disappointed him. He was wrong about you. You are no better than the dirt beneath his feet.
#genshin impact#albedo#this took way less time than the other asks because it’s not formatted but sorry i try to do things in order orz#but yeah i imagine for albedo the best way to get a ‘strong’ reaction out of him is the ‘disappointment’ sort of betrayal#‘i thought i’d see worth in you but i was wrong’#but this would be the antithesis of a ‘strong’ reaction because what he’d feel is more akin to nothing at all#you do not have the right to his emotions anymore#you don’t deserve it#that being said i can see him being lowkey passive aggressive with such people if he’s forced into contact with them you know?#esp if he’s alone with them and they try to apologize#let me reiterate tho this ‘disappointment’ betrayal wouldn’t be for tiny things#it’d be for situations like i outlined in the post#a ‘betrayal’ that has very tangible consequences esp if it hurt people he cares about#my writing#the reason why a normal betrayal wouldn’t produce the same results is because he’d already be aware f the real possibility#albedo is the observant sort after all#that being said he’d also be aware of the very likely possibility of someone ‘disappointment’ betraying him#but he’d put his trust in them anyway if he saw worth in them#and that’s what makes it even worse if a betrayal#despite knowing the risks albedo consciously decided to trust them….. and was repaid with disappointment
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coming out of my baldurs gate 3 delirium (aka i am working a night shift and can't physically play it. at work.) to say that horikoshi. horikoshi when i GET YOU. you are NOT leaving izuku with no quirk and no arms. i am in your walls
#bnha spoilers#also. more evidence that horikoshi read zero-sum game#like come on the twins thing the izuku losing his quirk thing the losing his arm thing the shiggy getting decay from afo thing#TELL ME THE TRUTH HORIKOSHI. DID YOU READ MY FANFIC.#i'm joking of course. he's just done a really good job of foreshadowing through the series. its a marker of an amazing author#and i know that izuku probably won't lose both his arms and his quirk. i fully expect it to be a happy ending in some way shape or form#this is a sixteen year old boy who sacrificed EVERYTHING. more than he ever had to give#and he had less than a year. LESS THAN A YEAR.#sorry i'm already crying thinking about the scene of him holding shigaraki's hand even though it will decay him........#izuku who knows better than ANYONE what shigaraki's power can do.... reaching out to him. caring more about others than about himself.#he's just. he's so good. he's SO GOOD. he deserves the world#tbh i feel like eri HAS to be involved at this point. she's the deus ex machina in all this#that or overhaul#both of their abilities can at least physically restructure izuku's body#it would actually be a very interesting redemption point for overhaul.......#i mean WHY ELSE RESCUE HIM. and why give him THE SAME FUCKING INJURY#what a powerful thing it would be to have eri give overhaul his arms back#and overhaul learning about goodness and forgiveness from this girl he's done nothing but abuse and torture#and saves izuku........#its about ATONEMENT. its about GROWTH. its about IT NEVER BEING TOO LATE.#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I LOVE YOU MY HERO ACADEMIA#... ok. i'm normal. its fine.#on another note#i loved the ending to my first bg3 run which i think i finished Tuesday/Wednesday. i cried.#IMMEDIATELY started a durge run where i'm playing a male human bard instead of the female half-wood elf ranger#i was like 'haha. i'll make a character based on hisoka from hxh! i'm gonna be SOOOO evil! >:))#and guess who still isn't good at being big evil. ME. at worst i'm probably chaotic neutral.#its wild i'm already finding SO MANY new scenes i missed on the first playthrough even though i'm making a lot of the same choices#so it still feels super fun and fresh. more so now because i kind of know the characters and the mechanics better#my current playthrough i'm with lae'zel shadowheart and asterion with no intention of switching out
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Whoever made the Syzoth/Ashra post to break me trust.... You will be dealt with
#“do you think were soulmates in every universe?” ��i thought i lost mine in this one” oh my god he belives 'the one' for him is dead and gone#that he'll never come to love another again much less deserves to because he couldnt even keep her safe#so whats stopping from something happening once he lowers his guard and decides to open his heart up to another#how can he be sure nothing will happen and it'll be the blood on his hands once again. WHAT IF WE ALL KILLED OURSELVES#Ashra telling tanya “I envy what you have with mileena. I wish to have it with syzoth”#do you think she envied their relationship even more because they came together despite the circumstances#and figures she'll never get to havw that herself bc she sees how deeply affected syzoth has been by everything#that he very well might not evwr move on#someone hold me. please for rhe love of god before i pass out#mortal kombat
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ok im getting off akudrive side of the internet
#'cutthroat deserved better' NO THE FUCK HE DIDNT !#does it suck shit and balls that he falls into the 'psycho killer with weird thought processes' trope? absolutely!#but like. his entiiiire character is a riff on Hot Yandere bullshit and he is straight up a predator#in a better world he would maybe be more nuanced and we could explore his possessiveness over swindler for reasons other than Because Crazy#and his mental health issues would be shown more sympathy and he wouldnt be both such a joke and such a character-less creep#but as it stands? he is a caricature of mentally ill people (too childish too irrational and too violent to ever change or be reasoned with#and if u bypass that to go 'omg hot yandere bf' or 'uwu hes so baby he likes marshmallows' i am killing u dead#tho i did just see a poll rating the most fuckable akudrive characters and hoodlum beat cutthroat. so maybe nature is healing a bit#i only trust gay people who want to fuck hoodlum but i dont trust anyone who wants to fuck cutthroat so its better than nothing
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Some French stay should take one for the team and French kiss Chris for me at lolla and tell him he's beautiful
#i was watching pre 2020 skz footage p much around blond chan era and i feel kinda sad for him bc he looked a lot younger not as in age duh#it was the time in which he was healing bc his dream was his and sure he had responsibilities but perhaps less he looked more chill with#his surfer hair and chubbier cheeks and a book even. he used to read and make music and play for fun and ofc i don't fucking know him nor#know what he does irl but i can see his face now and i read that the he's always working always in need to do better overworked etc#he would never have a hiatus even sick he only had to bc covid is infective and i wish he knew that live fast die young is bs and that#he's amazing even if he rests or does nothing or delegate.he's not old or a father he's only a 25 yo dude that had his teenage years robbed#to him. i wish he was kinder to himself bc maybe someone out there is the same and they deserve to understand that u can still make it#without sacrificing parts of yourself bc that's how it is. it is how u make it
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the phrase 'i just have to show my dad real quick, sorry' just saved me over $300 on tires. didn't even actually have to show my dad i just said that and suddenly the price was being lowered. funny how things work.
#i look like i know absolutely nothing about cars#which is more or less true#however i do know a little bit about how negotiation works#i did also actually show my dad bc he likes to feel included in things#whether he deserves to be included is an entirely separate question of course#but for now it is helpful to include him in such things#and not just as a threatening spectre to get the tire guy to give me an honest price lmao
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hmm. Hunter thoughts today to the surprise of no one since he's circulating around the dash
Eight was never particularly upset about what he did because it's not his personality to fall for Hunter's bait whatsoever. Chalk it up to his inner numbness and inability to pursue vengeance of any sort. He and Hunter were very much equally matched as opportunists, and he knew that one tiny chance was all he needed to get to him. Sometimes he'd give him reminders (cough oops got your tongue cough).
More than that, he knew Hunter was a cog in the wheel of his own game as well, much like himself. Reasons why he was more upset that Hunter might've lied to him about being free and seeing the galaxy unbound by doctrine when Hunter was as much a caged being like him, raised to be a weapon for a cause he was barely a part of, a last man standing. As if being an enforcer for the Star Cabal would've let him be anything but a bunch of lies. This, he knew too well. It's their duty to live for the cause and fight to the death. It's never been their duty to live. Only anyone else like him would know that.
Did you lie? He'd ask him.
Hunter would smile, red staining his teeth. It's what we do, isn't it? Weave fancy stories to lure people in. It's fun, pretending to be someone else for awhile. Sorry you had to find out this way. I was expecting someone a little less... you.
#swtor#eighthunter#ooc#gets upset thinking again how self aware the narrative gets if you're not Cipher Nine.#stares at the screen. you're not supposed to be here you know.#eight is a weapon. he doesn't...he expects to be used. it's not a surprise. he just accepts it#and his experience his life of killing put him way too ahead of any suffering hunter could've put him through#it was a line from A to B. a simple cut separating a head from a body. he had nothing to say about the rest of it#yeah. this was meant for someone that wasn't me. for some reason i'm here#and not someone far more innocent than I could've been.#and you know. the older you are as an agent the less you have a right to say you don't deserve the fate you've done unto others
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hiiiiii ahee heem for the unhinged character bingo ummm mayhaps nishiki and goromi? 👉👈🥺
eeeee excited!! ok: my feelings on nishiki don't fully fall into these but i love him!! little sadman. i turn him around in my mind and he's very sad but if i spin him a little faster he's like haha wheee!! so that's good :)
GOROMIIII GOROMI GOROMI WHAT A WOMAN IM LITERALLY LOSING IT I LOVE HER SO MUCH SHE IS EVERYTHING TO ME I AM SUCH A FAN I WANT TO BE HER I WANT TO BE BY HER SIDE I WANT HER TO IGNORE MY TEXTS I WANT HER TO LIVE QUIETLY ON A BEACH AND FINALLY BE AT PEACE IN THE WORLD AND WITH HERSELF AND I WANT HER TO BE THE CHARACTER EQUIVALENT OF A USED AND BROKEN NEEDLE FOREVER JUST ABSOLUTELY DINGY AND FUCKED UP SHE IS SO GLAMOROUS AND FUNNY AND KISSABLE AND GENDER ENVY SHE IS UNTOUCHABLE AND I WANT HER TO BE MY BEST FRIEND I AM IN LOVE WITH HER I WANT HER TO STAB ME AND LEAVE ME IN A PISS-STAINED KAMUROCHO GUTTER TO DIE I WANT TO BE HER WHIPPED TROPHY SPOUSE I WANNA BLEED OUT IN HER ARMS I WANT TO KISS HER NOSE I WANNA BITE HER SHOULDERS OUR TIME TOGETHER WAS BRIEF AND SWEET AND TERRIBLE AND I MISS HER EVERY DAY RGG STUDIOS BRING HER BACK I LOVE GOROMI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
#so i think we found which one im more unhinged about lol#this was fun ty for the gorgeous gorgeous girlies you sent my way <3#rgg#nishikiyma akira#goromi#let rgg women kill and maim#i feel so bad for nishiki being compared so harshly (again) like that but like#goromi's literally my girl. she's my flighty lover with me wrapped around her finger#we will never be gfs much less be married but we will always have some intense intrinsic complicated bond and thats that#literally just channeling the spirit of kiryu through me a little there but hes fuckin RIGHT#but yeah i put nishiki first so he wouldnt get buried by my immense love for goromi bc i don't wanna hurt him. he's fragile rn okay#my sweet crybaby koi#also the way he was SO close to so many bingos and just barely fell short.... it hurts ok. let him win something!!#and goromi having 5 bingos makes a little too much sense#but she deserves nothing but the best so. mwah <3
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